If Only...

What if we had a sense that told us right away whether or not we were wasting our time when we are talking to someone were interested in? Imagine being able to stop yourself from looking like a complete idiot just by knowing when to stop. I can never detect or pick up on when a girl is interested or just creeped out. Which is sad because that's only the case because of guys that have no sense at all and proceed to do freakishly creep worthy things, thinking they actually have a chance. Which as a result, a lot of women automatically think a guy is going to be that way. So I GETS no ChaNCe! Itd be nice to actually know that I might have a shot just based on her actions but most girls are just being nice. And if they aren't just being nice then I'd never know. This shit sucks and I'm done talking about it.


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Knowledge is POWER

Hello world, remember when we met? I was a little naïve when I came to you. But I have taken your gifts and fused them into my being. Everyday I learn something new about myself. Sometimes I forget what that thing is and relearn it again. Last night I learned that I'm a gentlemen and I have what it takes to be a great friend. This is something I've always thought I knew but it really hit hard when I found myself putting "me" second. Then it hit even harder when I put "me" third,forth,fifth etc.
I have a tendency to be an asshole because I have negative views that control my thought process. I know,I'm sick. But its all good because I now know that I can prevail. I was always a sweet child according to my mother. After all she did raise me well, and she has a heart of gold also. But it isn't just my mothers light that brightened mine, I've also learned so many things from observing and focusing on the reactions of people. Sometimes a nice person is seen as weak and treated as if they aren't worth impression. Like when I meet a girl and I go out of my way to make sure she keeps a smile on her face by doing and saying nice things, and in turn she puts me in the role of a brother figure. This is the case in many situations,which is sad because it really makes a part of me unaware of how to act when I finally meet a girl who might be interested in more. But now that I have made these things apparent to myself, I think I got an idea of how to avoid these situations. This is more of a ramble but the main point is that finding out things about yourself is important. Try it. Knowledge is power.
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My Life. The Book. Oh God.

Yes, I am going to begin writing a book soon about things that both happen in my life and also in my mind. The connection of which is which will be left up to the reader. The characters name that will portray me will be something cool. Im open to all suggestions. I want this character to have a quick-wit and subtle type of humor like mine. In this book will be many stories that are what is to be considered very unbelievable, as most of what happens to me on occasion is .We all know I have a wonderful gift of turning things into very interesting situations and occurrences just by providing vivid detail and sometimes illustrious truth telling. Although my life might seem boring to some, I find that people get a good source of entertainment just by listening to some of the stories behind the events that happen to me. This is why I feel like a book is in order. With all of these events and an added flavor of conceptual madness, this book will be worth reading. The start date for this books is unknown , and as far as its completion?..Well im in college and my schedule is hard as dick so... yeah. Anyways i look forward to blogging a lot more so i can base some ideas off of what i write on here. So possibly be ready for some crazy insight from a crazy,ignorant, self-loathing asshole! ME!!! lol smiley face lol smiley face! That is all for now my friends. Please stay tuned.